i prob. won't be logging on after this. 8C i love you all and will miss reading your amazing stories and looking at your wonderful art! write to me as often as you can, ok?

see you all in december! <3

hey guys, i need your help. im making a gir plushie tutorial, but i dont have time to finish it b4 i leave. is there anyone willing to put it together? like, i finish taking the pics and writing the steps at college, and email it all to you and you put it together in tutorial form? i know you're all busy though, i just want to know if anyone's willing

um, not much else to say. 2 days til i leave OTL im gonna miss you all email me your new art so i can see it! xD

thats what i should be. just move away to a tiny cabin in the woods or something where i would never be able to bother ppl again by my presence when they so obviously dont want me around. and where i wouldnt be a burden on those few ppl who love me despite all logic telling them not to.

i'd have a garden or something. and i'd make tons of plushies and make the woodland animals deliver them to the nearest town to be sent to friends to show that i do love them and am only in hiding to make their lives better.

i'd be a hermit until a grew a long white beard or died, whichever came first.

a lot of the time it seems that life would just be so much easier that way

i really dont expect anyone to waste their time reading this LESS THAN A WEEK LEFT DD8

::USE ONLY THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR NAME TO ANSWER THESE::

Your name: Alexis
A color: ...Amarillo? (lol, i cant think of any OTL)
A place: Alabama
A store: Anna's
A street name: Adam street
A famous female celebrity: Alexis Bledel
A famouse male celebrity: Ashton Kutcher
A band name: Aerosmith
A song title: Across the Universe
A drink: Absinthe
A boy name: Andres
A girl name: Angela
A car: Acura
A food: Applesauce
Something found in the bathroom: Aspirin
Something found outside: Air xD
Something you wear: Apron
A TV show title: America's Got Talent
A movie title: A.I.
A holiday: America day? (it exists in honduras )
Something you find in the kitchen: Apple xD
A job title: Actor
A state: Arkansas
A famous landmark: idk OTL
A notorious person: Alex Baldwin?
A mood: Apathetic
A weapon of choice: Axe
Something you shout: Amen
Reason for being late: Ate too much pie xD;
Book title: Alice in Wonderland

(had to use goggle for most of them OTL)

::Love::
What is the name of the person you love? ___
Do they love you back? probably not
What would you give for this person? <3
How Far would you go for this person? as far as i could
What do you love best about them? Everything
Do they make you smile? mostly
Do You Get sad when they are? yeah
Do you consider them a friend? :/
Would you trade this person in for anyone else? no
________________________________________ _______

Last December, what was your love life like?
same as always. non existent OTL

Where is your number one on your top friends list?
?

If you could pack up and move away right now, would you?
maybe

What time are you waking up tomorrow?
probably around 6 if they make me go to work D8

Will tomorrow be a good day?
prob. not 8/

Is your #2 single?
?

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
probably. my family and stuff

Are you listening to music?
no

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/?girlfriend every week?
NEVER had a bf.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yeah...

Have any plans for tomorrow?
no

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
hanging with jessie, sending stuff to twinsy C8

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now?
maybe

Do you remember the first time you kissed the 2nd to last person you kissed?
lip virgin

Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
couch

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
my back hurts xD

Do you have any nicknames?
not really

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
um either my dad or chatting online with raincloud.

Who is the last person who texted you?
chuckie :3

Is anyone protective over you?
i dont think so 8(

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
depends

Were you single on your last birthday?
yeah

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
depends

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?
not really

Are you waiting for anything?
yeah...

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
4 months ago i was with my best friend so....

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
no

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
quite possibly

Whens the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
xD dunno. probably not too long ago

In the past week, have you cried?
i dont think so

If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to?
um...if i could, my twinsy <3 if internet access was a no, ashley.

Who do you know that can make you feel better if you’re not feeling happy?
jessie, ashley, my lovely dA girls <3

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
yeah

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
idk

Have you ever met someone who is amazing?
yeah

Ever kissed in the rain?
no

Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?
lol, no xDDD ive only been wearing jeans so i havent seen a point to it OTL

Has a boy ever called you babe/baby?
prob. not

Are you toenails painted pink?
no

Has someone ever called you beautiful?
idk

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
prob not

Are you wearing short shorts?
no

Is your bra pink?
no

Ever had a boy best friend?
yeah, javier

Are you tan?
yeah. wait, no xD naturally, yes, but ive grown pale by not being in the sun all summer OTL

Do you wear a lot of makeup?
None

Do you enjoy wearing dresses?
on special occasions

Do you straighten your hair often?
no

Does anyone hate you?
for no reason :/

Are you happy with life?
8(

Do you like to make the first move?
no

Do you miss anyone?
totally

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
no

What's most stressing right now?
college 8C

Do you like messages or comments better?
both

What are you drinking?
nothing

What would you do if you had a time machine?
i dont know

Night or day?
Night

Ever had a near death experience?


What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
3 AM

What woke you up this morning?
parents getting ready for school

Did you see your best friend today?
no

Are your ears pierced more than once, if at all?
no

What would happen if you found out you were pregnant?
...

Are you an outgoing person, or are you more reserved?
Reserved

Does anyone like you?
no

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
idk, prob not

When you see a foggy window do you feel the need to draw or write on it?
xD sometimes

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?
kinda

Do you like rain?
Yes

What are you listening to?
nothing

Are all your friends taller than you?
xD most of them

Do you think you made anyone happy recently?
prob not 8( *horrible person*

What's the last thing to make you REALLY laugh?
i dont know...

Are you upset about anything?
maybe

Where was the very last place you went besides your house?
seamstress

Do any of your top friends have a nose ring?
xD yeah. jessie <3

Ever walked on a roof top?
yeah

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
um...does half stretched out on a love seat with your sister count?

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Yes

What are you doing Saturday?
packing

Do you wear eyeliner?
no

What are your favorite shows?
Danny Phantom, Psych, the mentalist, how i met your mother, big bang theory, etc...

Do you try to pick people up in bars? Have you ever?
no. underage

...i dunno xD

anyways, update! wooooooo. even though lately only keihi has been reading my journals, cuz aguzz is busy with stuff, and i know twinsy just started college so of course she's busy too. i still miss you guys T^T

....um, im still kinda sad, but im getting over it, i guess.


dads letting me stay home tomorrow (yesssssssssssssssss! sleeping in!!!!!). i mean, im only volunteering, i should be able to not go at all when i dont want to xD

i leave the 7th, back to college. its less than 2 weeks from now D8

i mean, ive missed jess and i want to see her, but...i just really dont want to leave dA again. ppl stopped caring about my art while i was gone. now im lucky if i get even one comment per drawing. ;^; and its always more difficult to contact my friends outside of deviantart, cuz im so bad at emailing and my college monitors everything we send. OTL im really gonna miss you guys! never stop emailing me, ok?